Saturday, May 31, 2008
I'm going through a million emotions right now...
We just got back from seeing my dad in the hospital. Because of the set back he had a few days before we got there, he was on the ventilator the entire time we were there. He was awake so we could communicate, but he couldn't talk. It was so hard to see him like that- so small and vulnerable in the critical care unit bed.
I go back to work on Monday. I am dreading it like you wouldn't believe. In some ways I miss work, but I really love being home with the girls. I worry about my milk supply going down (even though I plan to pump while at work). Now that they are 5 months old, they are reaching so many milestones each day. I fear missing all the cool new things they learn how to do each day. I am turning into one of those insane parents who don't let their kids out of their sight...
We just got back from seeing my dad in the hospital. Because of the set back he had a few days before we got there, he was on the ventilator the entire time we were there. He was awake so we could communicate, but he couldn't talk. It was so hard to see him like that- so small and vulnerable in the critical care unit bed.
I go back to work on Monday. I am dreading it like you wouldn't believe. In some ways I miss work, but I really love being home with the girls. I worry about my milk supply going down (even though I plan to pump while at work). Now that they are 5 months old, they are reaching so many milestones each day. I fear missing all the cool new things they learn how to do each day. I am turning into one of those insane parents who don't let their kids out of their sight...
